by conan.kay huang “おうじゅんんかい”
now i am a worker,maybe to a person who don't know how to play comeputher he think i am a technician of computher,technician?shit,am i really technician?
I am graduation from a high-school, yes, i am just a senior,i have no knowledge,money,and i even arent handsome.for my life ,i am a loser.now i just wanna make big money,the reason is simple :because of life ,female ,and vanity.
now if you wanna laught at me ,regarding me as a stupid male,perhaps you would be srupider. dont you tell me when your female would go for a walk with you beside a Jewelry shop and your female like one of the beautifull Jewelries very much ,and at the time you dont have money ...fack..., what do you do, and what do you think ? are you a Outstanding male . i think now you should keep yourself silent,and thinking again and again ,why dont you do it .why ?
i have talked about the topic of marry for many times, now i still want it .if i have no car house and bankcard ,i never maried to any female .girls always look like a angle,they are beautifull , kindness,and likeable.i just wish the female whose belong to me happy and keep herself clean,and free.when the family have to pay for a lot , it means she have to work .for life they will become Repugnant ,they would lose herself . i never..
i know it's so diffcout for me ,a nighteen's boy that i have my computher company,but i never give up . i hope suceess a lot ,even lose my all ,i remenber that when i was young i promiiss the decil if he can help me to come ture my dreaming , i would offer my life , i dont wnat to live for long , i just hope i am a outstanding male ,for long life ,but no suceess .that 's so lonely.i don't like it .i said i don't want to ask for much ,olny owning my computher company is ok before i am 28 ..
bout janpan ,shit ,i am sorry i talk about japanese again, but i srill say. just because of loving .i always cant forget it ,in my deepist of dreaming i aleays think of it ,why ?i ask myself ,but no anwser .everytimes , when the night falls and i think of it ,my skins is always burning form its touch its beautifull is still dengagerious.