Finally I have to make a choice.Since I have transformed my attitude through years of consideration and meditation,maybe it's the right time for me to address all the issuses in the most appropriate and unregretful way.I know the unchanged situation used to be,which can be best described as someone who was about to fall into the bottom of the cliff,only with his hands grabing one of the sharp rocks.He didn't give up though his hands were bleeding.He had to ignor what would happen in the next minitue,because, at least,he was alive now.Maybe it was the worst dilemma for everyone.I have had enough about this kind of feeling,and furthermore,I can't wait for the doomsday coming to me without doing anything.Now I'm toleranted enough to sweep out all the blame and sorrow,with little regard to the miserable experience.What I really want to do is go all out to change this situation and avoid all my work behind the scenes to be a pathetic joke,even if it's my last try.Well,maybe it's a trategic effort cause' I'm fighting alone in this battlefield,just like a ridiculous play,but the meanning of it is that I can leave no regrets and distinguish whether someone or sth is worth my whole-hearted treasurement.I was compromising and receding and never took direct and aggresive action just for the sake of ensuring the possibility of a satisfied future,which can be once regarded as a long-viewed but in fact a conservative measure.And now,let me terminate this failed idea cause' everything can be ended up in this negative and helpless way.If all the arguing and complaining ,togetherness and departure can be sumed up as one reason,then let me make it straight.The reality force me to make a decision without any hesitation and I don't fear the outcome no matter how horrible it will be,ever.Destiney doesn't care how much I've paid,but I do.
怎么都翻译的那么不通顺呢?????听着好别扭~~英语强人来啊!!! 另外第十二行的trategic应该是tragic~~弄错了~~不好意思
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